A normal day lost without you.
Hi Patti,
It’s me again. I cannot express to you HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. Everyday without you is a day without guidance, fun and utter activity. Wow, it impresses me more and more everyday the level of activity that you kept up during your illness. You never let it stop you. You are my hero. I’m lucky if I make it around the block without bitching. Again, I am writing straight to you, as I feel like this site is somewhat a channel to you. Patti, why? Patti, how? Patti, it makes no sense. I’m lost. Please guide me! These are all the things I would say to you when you were alive and you always had the answers, now I’m left without them. You are my hero, my inspiration, my legend and words will never be able to describe how much you meant to me in the little amount of time that I knew you. I know that you know my love and you feel it and you know that I keep in touch with your mom and dad as much as I can. I try to be the person you taught me to be…I try to keep your mom strong. I know that you always tried to see the bright side of people. I know that somehow in the big scheme of things that this will all make sense. What a gaggle of sick geese those people are. I am happy to see your parents carry on your legacy in a classy, tasteful manner. I know Isabella will know eventually where she gets her wit, charm, looks and charisma from….the CRISPINO and WATERS families. Patti was lucky to be enriched by all of her family and friends from birth. I hold Isabella close to my heart and prayers everynight. As well as I hold your mother and you Patti…you’ve left so many people empty but we WILL prevail and carry on your legacy. Kathy and I have already started a happy hour after work 
You’d be really proud of us. Tommy and I miss and love you so much. I’m rambling but I am writing my thoughts as they come. I LOVE YOU PATTI, when I look at your picture it feels as if your still here, then I walk past your house and realize your not….again, I’m looking for all of this to make sense in the end….for now I will carry on your legacy, you have passed the torch to your next generation of friends and I think you would be proud of the way we are carrying it
LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH,
Tara
